What a crazy night, worked on so much and the guys got me to do a dry run for the podcast. I mean it wasn't horrible except for my soft voice. Jake (Liams' best friend) was just drunk and that made it easier. I really … Continue reading Podcasting Isn’t Happening

This is a story about a man I met online. I fell in love with this man and I thought he was everything I had been needing. I took a 3 day bus ride after he bought the ticket. This was after a year, a … Continue reading Storytime: Florida

My friend Liam and I had a pretty lengthy call about all the changes I plan to make. He expressed concern about me overcompensating. Don't get me wrong, he's totally supportive of self improvement. He's a life coach after all. He feels I may be … Continue reading Investing In Myself Is Healthy And Okay

So, here it is! I'm making a commitment to myself, I'm going to write more. Not just in blog form, but creative writing mainly. I know, I tell myself this at least 50 times a day. There's no reason not to. I don't write for … Continue reading On Becoming A Wordsmith

Pretty uneventful weekend, however I got a few things accomplished. Packed up what I won't be using for now, did some deep cleaning, outlined some writing plots. As always, lots of thinking was done. So this week, I will be signing up for at least … Continue reading With Deep Cleaning Comes Deep Thinking

I've been doing a lot of thinking about myself and why I'm the way I am. Being adopted I think has a ton to do with it (those pesky abandonment issues) I've written a little bit about my childhood in one or two previous posts. … Continue reading When Your Past Keeps Kicking Your Ass

Is it customary to throw everything in someones face when you end things? All the things you shared with them and then calling you a freak and fucked up? Like.. dude.. You think hearing about Hillarys' email after all this time is bad? Try hearing … Continue reading Dream Shopping and A Sunday Rant

So yeah... He's right... I'm a dumbass. I should have asked him, but I just overreacted. In my defense... I'm human And ya know... I've forgiven him for a ton of things. We could just work this out but I know he doesn't want to. … Continue reading I Blew That Up

{So.. I began writing this before a phone call we had. He did mention me staying away and I know he was letting me know, he'd definitely noticed. I still feel the way I do, and now I feel like he's only rewarding her behavior. … Continue reading Staying The Course and Dream Invasions