It's been over a week since my aunt called and said my mom had died. I haven't spoken to my mom in a few years. I had to cut her out of my life and while it wasn't a decision that I made lightly, it's … Continue reading Peace Of Mind and Moving Forward
Author: avignon
Perfectly imperfect me
Just Another Glorious Day. No, seriously
It’s a hard pill to swallow, thinking that someone else will swoop in and walk with that person to the finish line. Thinking about all the conversations, advice, being woken up to talk with them is now meaningless. This new person, gets all the glory. … Continue reading Just Another Glorious Day. No, seriously
Just Some Words
Zero sleep but I feel pretty good. Got some laundry done, still behind in that but slowly making progress. Youngest came by yesterday, he was on the way to the movies so it was a short visit. He came back after and we hung out … Continue reading Just Some Words
Sometimes We Just Fuck Things Up
Definitely been a roller coaster of emotions lately. Saturday was my 45th birthday and it was a very quiet day. Ex-husband called and we talked for a little bit. He had sent me some birthday presents, I thought that was a nice gesture. Neither of … Continue reading Sometimes We Just Fuck Things Up
I Put It In The Blog, Now I Have To Do It
I'm really trying to not stay in a funk. I am getting dressed fully everyday and I'm actually been wearing make up this week. I am not a girl who enjoys makeup, I have no issues going out in public with nothing on. Lately though, … Continue reading I Put It In The Blog, Now I Have To Do It
Those Growing Pains Never Cease
It days like these that I feel lonely. Most of the time I’m okay but not having anyone to really turn to or share these experiences with can get to me. Sometimes it just hits me so hard, the self-doubt, the worrying that I have … Continue reading Those Growing Pains Never Cease
Motivation Galore
I’ve been up for a couple hours and pretty much got everything done that I needed to today. So that means I can be a lazy ass, right? Not so much, I’m going to be starting my business again. I definitely need to put more … Continue reading Motivation Galore
Still Purging Old Ghosts
Yesterday was pretty chill, which I'm absolutely fine with. I recently learned that an old friend, whom I only knew online, passed away. It'll be a year in July apparently and over the weekend I realized that it would be her kids first Mother's Day … Continue reading Still Purging Old Ghosts
Feel That? That’s Faith Working Overtime
I have been dreading next month. Okay well, dreading may be a bit dramatic but next month is my 45th birthday. I’m not where I want to be in life, in many regards. I’m grateful for the stability I found the last few years but … Continue reading Feel That? That’s Faith Working Overtime
Snapping Out Of The Funk
Whew… That was quite a moment! Okaaaay, I’ve been in my feels the last few weeks, as my previous posts have clearly shown. But um, that little phase is over now. Fuck that. I’m not loyal? Bullshit, but that’s fine. He’s entitled to his opinion … Continue reading Snapping Out Of The Funk
Under The Willowtree 