Holy Smokes!

Well, it’s unbelievable how fast things can change. I am hardly able to contain myself right now. The little move that I had planned changed drastically and I’ve been scrambling the last couple weeks with figuring something out. M has been very supportive and helping me as much as he can. He told me that I was his first love, his first obsession. I’d always been his drug, which is funny. I’ve always described him as mine. He also said I was the closest thing he had to a mom… some would find that weird but I find it endearing. I cannot believe how open this man has been these past few months. It is incredible how we’ve grown.

He said he couldn’t live with himself if I had to go through a really tough time right now. So, we’re making the big move happen. We talked about a lot of things, moving dates, shipping prices and we looked at apartments. We also had a discussion about what living together would honestly look like. We’re ready for this, it’s going to be amazing.

Not going to tempt fate, we are going to be smart about this and let things progress naturally. He did pray awhile back that if God wanted him to be with someone to not leave any doubt. He believes he’s gotten his answer. Who knows what our future actually is but either way, this is what we have been planning for the last 4 years.

Also very excited to spend time with his son, my heart breaks for him. He just needs some time to figure his stuff out, I know he will. Happy to be a mom to him, if he ever sees me that way. But grateful I can help at all