It’s definitely been interesting the last couple days. I received a call from M. What kills me is that fight I’ve been distraught over.. he doesn’t even remember. At this point, I’ve reached a level of peacefulness about everything and maybe that sounds like I’m … Continue reading Fast Forward To Tomorrow Please

Woke up to snow this morning, it’s been snowing off and on pretty much all weekend. Where I live, that is not common, at all! I took a video of course, I also woke up to videos and pictures of snow from friends. They know … Continue reading Cozy Mornings

It’s been a bit chilly here the last couple of days. I prefer colder weather, but let me clarify that. I prefer it as long as I don’t have to be out in it, ever. I don’t need an excuse to drink more hot drinks … Continue reading A Few Early Morning Musings

I’ve spent my life being.. somewhat messy. I always know where everything is. Ok, most of the time I do lol. I love watching YouTube clean with me/organizing videos and think maybe someday I’ll get the motivation to do that. I think I’ve officially entered … Continue reading Suzy Homemaker? I Prefer Domestic Goddess

Feeling so much better today, took the necessary time to “be one with myself” and the clarity I gained is appreciated. Love and light, right? So small thing, I finally paid for a year on this blog, free domain and spruced up the site a … Continue reading Just Give Me What I Crave

I spoke with my friend Liam this morning, we talked about closure. How there will be things I’ll never know. I’ll doubt everything about M and continue to punish myself. I have to let this go, I fucked up as well and I take responsibility … Continue reading Letting It All Go, Eventually

I’m emotionally overwhelmed right now and I’ve allowed myself to feel my emotions, to listen to them. Honestly though, I don’t want to put in the work. Opening myself up more comes with consequences, I am vastly under prepared. This is different from the small … Continue reading And Here’s Another Lesson

So… I checked out M’s business websites last night. Ended up buying a couple of shirts from one. I’m not expecting to hear from him, that’s not why I bought them. I know he was getting things going end of last year, happy to see … Continue reading A Minor Setback Today, Resuming Kick Ass Mindset Tomorrow

Self reflection can be a difficult process. We spend alot of time not sitting alone with our thoughts, brushing aside our feelings but that can be so detrimental to our mental health. It can affect us physically as well. I’ve been thinking alot about my … Continue reading Project: Me