Fair warning, this is nothing but an emotional rant. This is just me venting and having a pity party. But I have to get this off my chest and as we know... I dont have any friends lol When they know that you've hurt yourself, … Continue reading Don’t Mind Me, Just Having A Moment
Category: Thoughts
Friends..Who Needs Them? Seriously, I’m Asking, Who Needs Them
So I don’t have any friends. I have had some throughout the years. I’m not that much of a loner lol. There are a couple of people I will chat with but no one I’d ask for advice from. Outside of M, there’s no one. … Continue reading Friends..Who Needs Them? Seriously, I’m Asking, Who Needs Them
Acceptance and Accountability
Yes I am still awake, I really should be used to it by now. It’s been a fun early morning, I knocked over a bottle of nail glue and it is currently all over my nightstand. Everything is stuck to it but I’m working on … Continue reading Acceptance and Accountability
Still Not A Patient Girl
The joy of all joys happened this past week. My phone glitched during an update and is now hiding in shame in a drawer. Waiting until I can get my hands on a new one is torture.. and not the kind I enjoy. I figured … Continue reading Still Not A Patient Girl
Sleeps Mad At Me Too
This week has started off rough. My brains on/off switch is broken again. I’m not worrying or excited about anything. It just will not power down. This isn’t new, I have experienced this on numerous occasions. Typically it’s due to too many tabs being opened. … Continue reading Sleeps Mad At Me Too
Starting Another Week
Last week wasn’t so amazing, but I took time to stand still. I know what I want and it may be a struggle to get it, but I am committed. I know what I’m capable of and although I have major moments of self-doubt, I … Continue reading Starting Another Week
Oh Yes, This Needs To Be Said
It can become way too easy to assign blame in a relationship. The “you never” game is endless, when the truth is, both parties can be equally guilty. It’s also easy to assume that because “they never”, they don’t give a rats ass. While that … Continue reading Oh Yes, This Needs To Be Said
A Little Coffee Break
Pretty productive day so far, despite still being tired after a long night. This week was off to a great start and has maintained that momentum. I stayed up really late on Monday, in case M wanted some company and feedback while he worked on … Continue reading A Little Coffee Break
Just A Mushy Love Post
Talked to M for about 5 hours this morning, just one of those easy going, productive convos. I know I come on here and vent alot about him. Doesn’t seem like I have anything good to say. Things have been tough throughout the years, but … Continue reading Just A Mushy Love Post
Just Another Day, But Thankful For It
It’s raining right now, I think that is the most comforting sound. Well, maybe second to your person breathing as they sleep next to you. I miss waking up and listening to someone breath next to me.. especially on mornings such as this. Taking the … Continue reading Just Another Day, But Thankful For It
Under The Willowtree 