I’m really trying to not stay in a funk. I am getting dressed fully everyday and I’m actually been wearing make up this week. I am not a girl who enjoys makeup, I have no issues going out in public with nothing on. Lately though, I don’t know, I’m just enjoying it.

A few weeks ago I replaced the M charm I wear on a necklace. I don’t love it and I do have my eye on another one. So I’ll be replacing this one in the near future. Why do I still wear an M? I still feel that connection, that bond. Maybe I’m crazy, but it makes me feel better. Makes me feel safer for some reason. Protected in a way. I know… I just can never fully let go.

Yesterday’s energies were weird. I felt off, but I know it wasn’t me. I was picking up something. I prayed for M, I felt the need to. I really hope he’s doing better.

Game plan for today is to catch up on domestic life. It is so easy for me to ignore the most basic things I need to do. I just don’t have the urgency to do anything.

However, I’ve been playing some puzzle games so I think once I get all my chores done I’ll play those. Definitely helps me focus my attention elsewhere.