I’ve been up for a couple hours and pretty much got everything done that I needed to today. So that means I can be a lazy ass, right?

Not so much, I’m going to be starting my business again. I definitely need to put more effort into it, but I think I can muster the motivation for that. I need some more things to focus on. Admittedly, it’s been an emotional couple of days. It’s very easy to sit here and replay everything, but that is serving me no purpose.

On another note, boys are doing great. The youngest will be done with high school the end of this week. Seriously, this is his last week! I am more than proud of him and the dedication he’s shown this year.

He’s not going to start college right away, he already has a job lined up through a family friend. His plan is to work some and save money, then dive into college. As I was with his brother, I’m ecstatic about his future. His brother, is really doing well in his job. Still not completely happy but he’s sticking with it.

So all in all, things are good. It’s difficult being the one who has to motivate myself all the time, lol, but I am proud of me. Regardless of anything else, I’m okay.