Slowly getting back into my routine. Back is still spasming from time to time but overall I’m feeling much better.

It can be really easy to focus on the negative, and given this past month it feels like it’s been nothing but bad things. Overall, things are going well. Things are moving forward, even if they are at a slow pace. So while I may have some groans about M, focusing my energy on remaining positive and being part of something bigger is what I need to be striving for.

We had a pretty good night last night. He gamed with his son while he and I talked about various subjects. I was reassured about a few things which has greatly improved my mood. He really is a good man, it’s just so easy to get wrapped up in negative thoughts.

Anyways, he played some bass for me which I absolutely adore. Like I said it was just a chill night, and it reminded me of what I love about him. I love spending time with him and I am so proud of him. Not just with how he’s handled everything over the course of the last few months, but just how he’s grown throughout the years. There’s still a bit of the old him, but he’s definitely a changed man.

He’s learned some life lessons, and has evolved into an amazing man. I am so grateful that I’m allowed to accompany him in his journey. God has really touched his heart and continues to work wonders.

It’s time to get ready for the day, and start on a very exciting project. I can’t explain how happy I am right now.