I honestly didn’t think I hurt myself this bad. I found a position to lay in that relieves some of the pain. I’m laying in bed dictating this post so if I don’t move I’m absolutely fine! The doctor’s visit is out of the question at the moment, so it looks like I will be suffering for a bit more. I know nothing is broken so I’m hoping just resting will do the trick.

It’s been real fun trying to get to the bathroom, I haven’t been able to shower and because I don’t like being a burden, I haven’t asked for help. I know, I’m just a stubborn bitch. I had to turn down work which sucks because money is a nice thing. Not sleeping much, I really really hate this.

Still nothing from him, at this point I really don’t give a fuck. Seriously this is just a bunch of bullshit. I just realized that M removed my follow for one of his accounts on LinkedIn. Lol, fucking ridiculous. I think I can pinpoint when things started getting odd. It’s right after my son’s visit, maybe it’s all in my head, I don’t know. Truth be told, he’s been acting like an ass for a couple months now. I guess not more than usual, just seems like he was hell bent finding every flaw of mine and shoving it down my throat. But maybe perhaps I’m just being too sensitive.. what a fucking joke.