M called and caught me up on his day, yesterday. We touched on some things from Sunday and he reiterated he definitely wants to spend more time together. I fucking love it when he refers to himself as my man. He’s really taken the initiative … Continue reading It Got Rocky, But We’re Good Now
Slowly getting back into my routine. Back is still spasming from time to time but overall I’m feeling much better. It can be really easy to focus on the negative, and given this past month it feels like it’s been nothing but bad things. Overall, … Continue reading Let’s Keep This Train Moving Folks
Up early, what a surprise right? Ran a few errands yesterday, first time in about a week that I’ve been truly mobile. My back started to spasm again when I got home so I laid down and took a nap. And while I only had … Continue reading We All Could Use Some Scream Therapy
So M called last night while I was sleeping. I didn't call because it was late when I woke up and I was upset. I texted him just a bit ago and he told me to get better soon. I guess that's that. Still blows … Continue reading March Was Just A Bitch
I honestly didn't think I hurt myself this bad. I found a position to lay in that relieves some of the pain. I'm laying in bed dictating this post so if I don't move I'm absolutely fine! The doctor's visit is out of the question … Continue reading Everything Is Ouch
Fair warning, this is nothing but an emotional rant. This is just me venting and having a pity party. But I have to get this off my chest and as we know... I dont have any friends lol When they know that you've hurt yourself, … Continue reading Don’t Mind Me, Just Having A Moment
So I don’t have any friends. I have had some throughout the years. I’m not that much of a loner lol. There are a couple of people I will chat with but no one I’d ask for advice from. Outside of M, there’s no one. … Continue reading Friends..Who Needs Them? Seriously, I’m Asking, Who Needs Them
Yes I am still awake, I really should be used to it by now. It’s been a fun early morning, I knocked over a bottle of nail glue and it is currently all over my nightstand. Everything is stuck to it but I’m working on … Continue reading Acceptance and Accountability
Under The Willowtree 