Talked to M for about 5 hours this morning, just one of those easy going, productive convos. I know I come on here and vent alot about him. Doesn’t seem like I have anything good to say. Things have been tough throughout the years, but I have grown and learned so much because of him. He is a good man, he is a fantastic dad and I know that he strives to better himself every day.

I love getting to work on projects with him, in fact we’ll be working on one later. We are a brilliant team, when we can get our shit together lol. This man is the love of my life and I will always choose to go through shit with him. This isn’t me romanticizing anything, I know the reality of the situation. My heart is full at the moment and I needed to share this. I don’t deny wanting more or wanting things to be different, I truly feel like I’m not settling. I have my boundaries and my dealbreakers. I trust Gods plan for us and I’m just here for the interesting ride.

Since I’m wide awake, I’m going to indulge in some quiet time and get my creative juices flowing for later. Weekend is off to a lovely start!