I’m absolutely somewhat buzzed at the moment and my ankle hurts because i twisted it while dancing.. but enough about that.

Is it a surprise im missing M again? Im not getting into the stupid fight we had about a stupid chatroom and how i didnt defend his honor.. apparently..

But it’s been a bout a month which for us is like 2 weeks of not talking but ive changed my number and he wont track me down any where else so i guess thats it.. im not going to reach out to him because im so sick and tired of this bullshit dance we do

a mutual person we know contacted me about couple weeks ago who had stopped talking to me for weeks.. i question why. Are they talking again? Did he have her contact me? Or did she do that on her own? She stopped talking to me last week so ill never know.. i dont care honestly. She was only being friendly to please him at the start

i fucking miss him but it’s really really over i guess

and fuck him

fuck him for being so fucking stupid and selfish.

fuck his lies

fuck his other “friends”

fuck

him

Fuck him for telling me he couldn’t talk on the phone for 2 weeks, then in the same convo telling me he had been talking to new friends