It’s been really busy the last few weeks, 2020 has started off in a big way. Work has been a lot of fun, I really enjoy these glimpses into someone elses life. It works well for me, I’m able to help, I interact with someone a little and then they go away.. lol. I’m absolutely loving everything about my job right now.

That horrible cold I had (and everyone else) finally decided to pack up and leave. Thankfully! It was probably the worst one I’ve had in a long time, really knocked me on my ass. I’m back to keto full time, intermittent fasting again and already feel right. I’ll start an exercise routine soon and probably throw in some yoga. I’m just in the mood to get my ass in gear. I started the apple cider vinegar again and lemme tell ya… that has definitely made a difference. So all in all, healthwise, things are back on track and I’m feeling great.

I’ve been a little more extroverted as of late, just a phase, lol. I’ll be back to hibernating in no time, but I do enjoy random conversations and learning what makes someone tick. I have been helping out with the podcast but not sure it will ever fully take off. Either way, I’m gaining experience and making some great friends in the meantime.

My youngest will be 17 in another week or so… he’s a beautiful young man and is ready to take on life. I’m very proud of him, he is one of my joys in life. I’m really excited to see what he chooses to do with himself and how far he will take it. Knowing him, all the fucking way!

Which reminds me, I’ve been needing to pick up his present and I haven’t been able to. Some times I wonder if it’s just me being an introvert or if it’s straight on anxiety. I guess the two go hand in hand. It’s been ready for pick up since Friday. All I have to do is scan the code at the kiosk and wait for them to bring it out. Minimal human interaction. I have a couple more days to do it but I can’t. I do have an alternative pickup person but explaining this to them wouldn’t make any sense to them… I’m going to have to do this. Why is this soooo fucking difficult?

Aside from that bit of drama, everything else is right as rain. Road trip soon and I’m really looking forward to it. Bittersweet but I know this is the best thing and again, I’m excited about future possibilities. Things are falling into place and I’m not stressing relationships, work or anything else. It is what it is and I’m going back to being my zen self.