What a crazy night, worked on so much and the guys got me to do a dry run for the podcast. I mean it wasn’t horrible except for my soft voice. Jake (Liams’ best friend) was just drunk and that made it easier. I really don’t want to do it, they insist it’s just sitting around talking but still, I don’t want to do it. I can research topics, stuff like that, I can do one every once in a while I guess. They’re not even sure what they want to focus on.So we talked about jealousy and the negative and positive aspects of it. Then we delved into UFO’s and true crimes. It was actually very all over the place but fun nonetheless. I told them I’d handle everything else but I really think I’ll pass on being “on air talent”.

I haven’t slept much the last couple days, I took on a little more than I bargained for with work. Just means I have to buckle down and not procrastinate. I don’t know about that, I’m the queen of procrastinating but seriously, I still have moderating stuff to do and it needs to be done today. Other than that, I think I’m free and clear. I’ve been putting off taking the trip, I don’t think I’ll do Colorado, I want to get out of here for a weekend at least. I’ll be starting my ASL class soon and I’m very anxious to. Anxious in a good way, having that under my belt can only be a plus.

My oldest is still bugging me about taking some classes at the college and I think I will. Working from home and doing online classes should be easy enough. Liam said he’d need me more and then the podcast, I think that could work. Keep myself busy and I won’t get into too much trouble. Right? I’ll look into it Monday, I glad he keeps on me about it. Oldest is doing really well in his classes, even his public speaking one. I’m very proud of him, I know how bad the anxiety can get. I’m grateful though I had teachers who understood and were patient. I was very lucky that I had amazing teachers throughout my school years. Tough job and often thankless, teachers really do deserve more respect and money.