Is it customary to throw everything in someones face when you end things? All the things you shared with them and then calling you a freak and fucked up? Like.. dude..

You think hearing about Hillarys’ email after all this time is bad? Try hearing about printouts of chats STILL after 20 years. Chats that were amazing and meaningful, that made me feel special and a ton of other things. Thats all.. nothing sinister

I don’t know why all my dreams center around grocery shopping now. I’ve had like 3 since we stopped talking. That’s a week btw…

LDR’s really get me down.. I didn’t realize how depressed I was becoming but yeah, I withdrew and things boiled over. I still own it, I need better tools and I can’t fix it now. He’ll hate me forever. He needed me and I failed him

I have to live with that for the rest of my life

I’ve been doing LDR’s in one form or another for YEARS, it’s difficult and I’m just not good at it anymore.

What are my dreams trying to tell me? I’m shopping… clearly for something right? In this dream I was shopping for apple cider vinegar with the mother. Like..???? I know there was more but it’s still locked. It just feels important, so obviously I want answers.