So yeah…

He’s right…

I’m a dumbass. I should have asked him, but I just overreacted.

In my defense… I’m human

And ya know… I’ve forgiven him for a ton of things. We could just work this out but I know he doesn’t want to. He’s under no obligation to forgive me, but the way things have been, have been on us both.

Or not, I don’t know. I’m sorry I didn’t ask him, but I thought what I did and I’m not apologizing for that. He could have TOLD me what he was doing

Whatever, it’s all on me. Maybe he can’t forgive me, I was the most trusted but on the other hand.. I WAS THE MOST TRUSTED. Get over it, I overreacted. I didn’t cause a scene, I didnt cuss him out, I just wished him the best. A dick move maybe

People fuck up, he’s fucked up, I’ve fucked up

But saying I’m fucked up for things, when he’s done the same, when he’s been there right with me? Just angry and being petty? Or is that what he really thinks. In that case, its better if I go, right?

God, if this is your will, I accept it. Please keep him safe

Though… I do wonder if this was what he planned, just to get me to leave. I need to stop. Yeah you’re not the only with trust issues

20 some years… it was a misunderstanding DAMN DUDE