Is it customary to throw everything in someones face when you end things? All the things you shared with them and then calling you a freak and fucked up? Like.. dude.. You think hearing about Hillarys' email after all this time is bad? Try hearing … Continue reading Dream Shopping and A Sunday Rant

So yeah... He's right... I'm a dumbass. I should have asked him, but I just overreacted. In my defense... I'm human And ya know... I've forgiven him for a ton of things. We could just work this out but I know he doesn't want to. … Continue reading I Blew That Up

{So.. I began writing this before a phone call we had. He did mention me staying away and I know he was letting me know, he'd definitely noticed. I still feel the way I do, and now I feel like he's only rewarding her behavior. … Continue reading Staying The Course and Dream Invasions

I have been dealing with a ton of feelings lately. I mean, it's really no surprise, I'm just on an emotional roller coaster. I want to believe in what M says, I want to trust and look forward to the future. I'm just filled with … Continue reading Not A Fun Ride